| Location | Calderbank |
| Age | 14 years |
| Date of Birth | 20/07/1969 |
| Date of Death | 22/09/1983 |
| Visitors | 12,646 since 29/11/2009 |
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TO ALL MY GTS FRIENDS.
I would like to thank all my GTS friends for all their support this last year, I wouldn't have coped without it, you all give me strength to carry on with life and I consider each and everyone of you a very dear friend. I'm finding it really hard to come on here at the moment with various health problems and I'm also feeling really down and missing my Mum and Dad so much. Thank you all for keeping my Angels out of the dark when I'm not able to visit their gardens. I appreciate everything you do for them and it makes me feel better knowing my friends are looking after them. I will try and get on here as often as I can and I'll always keep you and your Angels in my heart and thoughts.
Lots of Love and Hugs.
Alison. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
DOUGAL
You came to live with us when I was a baby and you were my companion for 14yrs. You were always there waiting for me when I came back from school, you liked to be in company all the time and I used to let you sleep on my bed. You were my best friend and I told you all my problems and fears when I was growing up.
The day I lost you was so hard. You had been so ill and I watched as you slowly got worse. I know now that it was cruel to keep you with us for those last few precious days but I couldn't bear to let you go. When the vet came out to get you and carried you outside for the last time, it broke my heart and you even looked back as if you knew.
Dougal you were my best friend and I'll never forget you.
Lots of Love
Alison xxxxxxxxxx
Thank you to everyone who stops by and leaves candles, pictures, poems and tributes for Dougal.
Sending my Love to you all.
God Bless.
Alison xxxxxx
Tuesday 31st January 2012.......
Afternoon........
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♥ There's A Special Kind Of Feeling,
That's Meant For You Alone,
A Special Place Within Our Hearts,
That Only You Can Own............
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SWEET DREAMS ANGEL XXX....... >,"<
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★ I picked a star to wish upon,
From all the stars above,
I closed my eyes and made a wish,
To send you all my love.
Love Always elaine & Baby Ryan xo
31ST JANUARY 2012
*♥ Behind ♥ Your ♥ Wings ♥
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Like a veil being drawn across my heart
With your love buried deep inside
When troubled times are about to start
Behind your wings I hide
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When temptation comes and I know it must
To reveal what's hidden inside
I call to the only one I trust
And behind your wings I hide
♥X♥
When night-time creeps upon the day
And there's no-one by my side
I close my eyes and with my spirit I pray
It's behind your wings I hide
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Like a veil being drawn across my heart
To heal the wounds deep inside
Your love fills my being in every part
And on your wings I glide.
♥X♥
♥ Lorraine Thompson ♥
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Happiness always looks small
While you hold it in your hand
But let it go
And you learn at once
How big and precious it was
---By----
Maxim Gorku
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Yesterday is already a dream,
And tomorrow is only a vision,
But today,Well lived,
Makes every yesterday a dream
Of happiness and every tomorrow
A vision of hope..
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30TH JANUARY 2012
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Fountain Of Love.
I hear you cried a fountain
Because I went away
I hear that you reach out for me
... every single day
I know that there’s not many songs
that you can bear to hear
that do not make you feel so sad
and want me to be near
please don’t cry a fountain because you think I’m dead
I’m here beside you every day
I’m here inside your head
I’m here with every breath you take
and every night when you’re asleep
into your room I gently creep
and place a kiss on your forehead
oh no my Love I am not dead
for there is no such thing you know
and I am here to prove it so
When my body grew so tired
and my heart was beating slow
and when my legs refused to move
I knew it was my time to go
Please don’t cry a fountain
I’m here with you forever
though my body’s gone to dust
I will leave you never !
Glenys fryer
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Death Is A Transition......From This Life To Another Existence
Where There Is No More Pain And Anguish.
All The Bitterness And Disagreements Will Vanish
And The Only Thing That Lives Forever Is Love.....
Elisabeth Kubley-Ross,M.D.
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Hearts Are Funny Things--
They Can Be Bruised And Broke In Two--
But When We Reunite With Our Loved Ones--
Our Hearts They Feel Like New--♥--
Sunday 29th January 2012.
Lot's Of Sunday Love To You........
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When we lose someone
but dont know why?
We cant understand
no matter how we try,
It just Leaves us sad,
with so much hurt and pain
and very often
drives us insane
By Lisa Heritage
♥ Love Always elaine & Baby Ryan xo
A poem I wrote that i would like to share with you & your beautiful Angels X Hope you like it xxx
29TH JANUARY 2012
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WAVES OF TWO HEARTS
Waves will come and waves will go
Just like our tears that constantly flow
Awash, Afloat in this endless sea
With memories of how things used to be
Remembering the times we shared together
How i thought they would last forever
Waves that crash and Waves that Roll
Just like the hurt within our soul
Afloat and lost in this endless sea
How i wish back those times of you and me
A love so special , a love so rare
but in my heart you are always there
One day these Waves will calm
soothing the soul like a gentle balm
Waves that reach out to the shore
Bringing us together once more
Two hearts that hold so much love
Bought back together by a force from above
An endless journey we must fulfill
Waves be quiet, waves be still
( By Wendy Goodwin )
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BUTTERFLIES
As love falls down from the sky,
It lands on the wings of a butterfly.
The butterfly sings it's song and rhyme,
And flies through the air,
Without a concept of time
It's a messenger of patience and change,
Flower to flower, it's odd, and strange.
The butterfly can transform it's world
Giving way to new beginnings, unfurled,
It is the keeper of transformation,
And flies on faith and imagination
The butterfly has no fear of change
It bravely escapes it's homemade cage.
To change, it knows that is necessary,
For all the burdens we need not carry
The butterfly soars, and merrily sings,
For without change, it couldn't grow wings.
UNKNOWN
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28TH JANUARY 2012
What Face..............
What face shall I wear today
The sad one since you went away
The brave one which says I'm ok
The incomplete one since you couldn't stay
Unfortunately I dont have much choice
When I scream who hears my voice
When I cry people see my tears
When I talk people hear my fears
But what can be done. nothing can be said
To bring my baby back from the dead
So now each day I will carry the pain
Right here in my heart till I see you again.
( Unknown )
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The heart hath its own memory, like the mind. And in it are enshrined the precious keepsakes, into which is wrought the giver’s loving thought.
~ Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
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Love everlasting is etched in the sands of time.
~ Sandra S. Corona
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being to timelessness as it's to time ღ♥ღ
being to timelessness as it's to time,
love did no more begin than love will end:
where nothing is to breathe to stroll to swim
love is the air the ocean and the land
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love is the voice under all silences,
the hope which has no opposite in fear:
the strength so strong mere force is feebleness:
the truth more first than sun, more last than star.
~ ee cummings
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27TH JANUARY 2012
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Don't believe what your eyes are telling you.
All they show is limitation.
Look with your understanding,
Find out what you already know,
And you'll see the way to fly.
~ Richard Bach
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LEGEND OF THE ANGEL FEATHER
FRANCIS J.WILSON
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I am an angel feather,
Sent from God above,
To serve as a reminder
Of His most gracious love.
I'm from your guardian angel
That God assigned to you,
I fell out in the struggle
As your angel guarded you.
Each time you almost stumble,
Each time you nearly fall,
Thank God and all His angels
For answering your call.
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The dark clouds may come to threat your sanctuary
And the black veil may skew your vision
But even in darkness, there will be light
Even in moments of desperation, the sun will still shine.
If anything, sunflowers still bloom at night.
Count only the sunny days, indeed.
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26TH JANUARY 2012
♥ A prayer to be heard ♥
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An Angel had stood before me
and although I was'nt sure,
what i had lost from my Life
I was about to endour.
For yes this Angel I had with me
was someone I loved very dear,
I cant ever explain it to you
just how much i need them back here.
I never really new what I had
Until it was taken from me
But Lord all this pain inside
Its broke my heart to make me see
I now ask with all my heart
Lord please hear my plea
take care and watch over my Angel above
only then I will let you be!
♥ Lisa Heritage ♥
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While both joy and sorrow are fleeting,
And often intertwined,
Love has the power to overcome both.
And love can last forever.
~ Deb Plouse Fulton
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25/1/2012.
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★ Night Time ★
A Shooting star
Fly's through the sky,
The Moon is Beaming,
Way up High.
The Darkness
Falls all around,
The Night Sky
appears without a sound
The stars begin Twinkling
out some Light,
and our Angels are
Keeping us in there Sight
By Lisa Heritage
✗... ԼƠƔЄ ♥ ƛԼƜƛƳS ...✗.... elaine & Baby Ryan xo
25/01/2012
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Memories From a Fading Room
The room is bare now that you've gone away,
no warmth is there to touch my heart turned cold.
Aware that time won't find me without you,
I try to set aside those memories old.
Running fast and far, I seek to find,
a haven, where thoughts of you recede,
a sanctuary for my ailing soul ~
one moment's joy from sowing grieving's seed.
And there beyond the past the future lies,
a shining castle by the sea of time,
calling softly to me as I run ~
luring me with peace I hope to find.
But as I cross the threshold, there I pause.
Sadness slips across my thoughts in great dismay,
for there your absence grows and echoes loudly ~
in empty rooms that take you far away.
No memories there to cherish and to hold ~
only space and wind and air, without you there.
Return, I must, to rooms where you still linger.
Without you, life would be too hard to bear.
The room is bare now that you've gone away,
but within my heart you'll always live and thrive.
Your memories will walk beside me always ~
to remind me you were once there by my side.
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Give me the memories, for they have been left,
to bring me joy and laughter when you've gone.
I'll cherish them in sorrow, and in pleasure ~
and hold them closely 'til my life is done.
(Title inspired from album by Future Loop Foundation)
Create Date : Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Hazelmarie Elliott
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25TH JANUARY 2012
I was made aware of this beautiful song thru my lovely friend Mel x Check it out on http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gg4zxY1vF1w
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Tears Of An Angel
Cover my eyes
Cover my ears
Tell me these words are a lie
It can't be true
That I'm losing you
The sun cannot fall from the sky
Can you hear heaven cry
Tears of an angel
Tears of an aaaangel...
Tears of an angel
Tears of an aaaangel.
Stop every clock
Stars are in shock
The river would run to the sea
I wont let you fly
I wont say goodbye
I wont let you slip away from me
Can you hear heaven cry
Tears of an angel
Tears of an aaaangel...
Tears of an angel
Tears of an aaaangel.
So hold on
Be strong
Everyday hope will grow
I'm here, don't you fear
Little one don't let go
(Ooooooooooohhhhhhhhh)
Cover my eyes
Cover my ears
Tell me these words are a lie
( Song Lyrics by RyanDan )
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He Gathers Every Teardrop
Regardless of the circumstance,
Regardless of the ear,
Regardless of the pain we bear,
Regardless of the tear,
Our God is ever in control,
Performing as He should,
And He has promised in His Word
To work things for our good.
But as a loving Father would,
He sometimes lets us cry
To cleanse the hurt out of our heart,
To wash it from our eye.
Yet gently He gathers the tears
Within His hands to stay
Until He turns them into pearls
And gives them back someday.
(Glenda Fulton Davis)
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24TH JANUARY 2012
I'll Be With You Always
I'll be with you always
Until we met again
I'll be there, when you need me
Every day till then
I'll be with you always
Just one step away
My body may have left you
But my spirit will always stay
I'll be with you always
In sunshine and in rain
Feeling pleasure in you laughter
And sorrow in your pain
And I'll be with you always
To help and guide you through
Until we meet at the gates of heaven
I'll walk lifes path with you..
Copyright� Ingrid Aspey 8/7/11
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LIFE IS NOT THE SAME WITHOUT YOU
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The sun still rises in the east
and darkness falls at night
but nothing now seems quite the same;
each day is not as bright.
The birds still sing, the flowers grow,
the breeze still whispers too
but it will never ever be
the same world without you.
It’s so sad that you had to go;
your leaving caused such pain
but you are so very special,
and Earth’s loss is Heaven’s gain.
Death is at once
The end of the body’s
Old journey
And the beginning of the soul’s
New journey.
~ Sri Chinmoy
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To Myself
Even when I forget you
I go on looking for you
I believe I would know you
I keep remembering you
sometimes long ago but then
other times I am sure you
were here a moment before
and the air is still alive
around where you were and I
think then I can recognize
you who are always the same
who pretend to be time but
you are not time and who speak
in the words but you are not
what they say you who are not
lost when I do not find you
~ W.S Merwin
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